LOVE AIN'T WHAT THAT IS

I apologize ahead of time if you read it...

Love Ain't What That Is

I hate her

I regret the day I approached her

I thought of crying all night when she left

she committed heart theft

somebody who took all she could/ but didn't give me shit in return

so she a bitch in return

I hope she burn... as I did inside

when she decided not to ride... Or die...

I hate that I even tried

her beautiful lips told the ugliest lies.

I hate her.

But shh I dont blame you,

I felt the pain too

from chick in the past.. who didn't make it last

and your ex's were hateful cats

ungrateful cats

and I paid for the damage they caused

And still through it all, I was there for you.

Damn I almost married you!

And I guess your curse was my blessing in disguise

A test in my eyes, to fill me with cries

and enough pain to make me realize

that love ain't what that is.

*Im Done venting...*

DAMN

ITS HARD ENOUGH THAT WE ARGUE, BUT YOU MAKE IT HARDER NOT WANTING TO BE WITH ME...SINGLE WAS MY THING AND I LOVED IT, BUT WHEN YOU HAVE FOUND SOMEONE YOU FEEL AS IF SINGLE COULD GO AWAY AND IDE BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T GOING TO BE IT AGAIN. I cant help it if i have been hurt in the past, shh!!! If i never had a reason to feel the same about you, you would never hear about the shh...im just rambling on and on....but shit...I dont know what else to do...